Wat is wrong wif me??

Tears well up in my eyes as i remember ur laughing face
But when i remember ur pissed off face tears began streaming dwn....
Found out the true meaning of unconditonal.
Found out i couldnt b silent and watch her laughing frm behind
Hate to admit i am weak
But recently evrythin came dwn
I tot i could face it wif a gd attidue but does it matter??
Are we defined by the choice we make or by the choices others makes??
Frens tat i once spent daes laughing nw hates me
Ppl said i changed aft the holidaes but i changed bck didnt I??

Ppl tat i once respect nw i fear
If i could go bck to one period of tis year
Would it b the June holidaes
Would it b during sch
Or the starting of sch??

Sec 2 changed alot in me
Lots of tings happened but if i had a choice
I wished June holidaes nvr happened..
Smth things happened but it may look bad but it became gd??
I was so stupid then...

If i lay dying and i could sae three goodbyes who would i sae to??
Her??
Frens??
Family??
Would it make any diff??
Or mayb i would choose nt to sae anything??
Onli a life lived for others is worthwhile....