Its all a lie.....

The reason why i cant be here with you is bcos you are there with him...
I m so sorry but i love you

I will laugh evrything of from now

If onli i could clean out my heart
Wif evry memories vanishing in the rain

Next Day

Why do i keep coming back to you??
Hv i No pride??

Again And Again

Wish Ft-Island
Act Lyk Nth Is Wrong-T.O.P
Why-DBSK
Dont Forget-IRIS OST

I cried alot because of you
I lauged alot of because of you
I believed in lovve because of you
I lost evrything because of you
The world has stopmed on my dignity
Chewed my heart

Beacuse Of You

Bck frm Batam went to see my Grandfather..
Quite fun..

IRIS

Yesterdae is Christmas..
Gt a realli big surprise...
Haiis why mus eu lie??
I rather eu tell the truth then hving to lie...
Finally my fears are realised..
Once i found out i didnt noe wat to do...
Or rather wat could i do.??
Cont watching IRIS then suddenly i broke dwn when Hyun Joon ran fer his life...

Once agn heard Haru Haru non-stop..
Their lyrics is so meaningful..
Jus wanted to noe why mus eu lie??
Or mayb eu didnt noe wat eu lie about??
Anyways i am so insignifanct in ur life....

T.O.P-To Act Like Nth Is Wrong

Jus came bck frm swimming wif my bros..
Seriously nth to do jus becomin a Family Outing addict.
Dreading and antcipating open sch wont b wif JL and JJ anymore..
Anyways damn sian so addicted to listening songs and sleeping..
Finally found Strong Baby so nice sia OMG
Eu all shld go listen Please Dont Go..
OMFG is so nice can....

Especially Act Like Nth Happened..
WOOHOO
Choi Seung Heyon Fighting!!!!!!

So long no post lerhs...
Since dwn wif H1N1 didnt post..
Bo Bian i lyk Fann Wong dun b jealous.
Ytd when Bugis wif bros when to arcade i didnt spend a single cent..
Woohoooo

Went bck began surfing the net aft my sis used..
Anyways found some realli nice songs decided to hear...
But hear liaos tio emo then dun wan hear lols..
I found out smth else.
Human beings are the onli living things tat cry when we feel upset...
WOW

Damn cool lorhs nxt time eu see an animal tell it tat eu can cry and it cant...
MUAHAHAHAHA212

Let me tell eu a story..
One dae an person asked me if i would wan a life wif no frens but happiness
Or would i wan a life wif frens but no happiness
I said thr is no happiness w/o frens and no fren w/o happiness.

Hahas anyways no one remains a virgin life fks us all

Sian went to see doc ytd..
The doc gave me SEVEN medcine sia OMFG..
First medcine i ate i vomitted mum wanna bring me go injection.
But i refused damn tired.
Aftwards ate medcine agn tis time beacame so fkin drowsy slept all the way..
3 daes no eat lerhs sia...
Wan to die alrdy...
Luck fever went dwn..
Damn cold at nite sia.Slept wif a jacket and 2 blankets...

Hv to thank my mum midnight check my temp and fed me porridge...

Reply tags.

Didi:Nvm mind larhs its jus a misunderstanding
JY:Clever lorhs
Ruch:Wat excuse.??
Belle:Of cos cute larhs

BB shall post till here

Changed my blogskin agn..
Decided to use a big bang blogskin agn..
BB rocks lorhs..
Currently is sick in bed haiis..
Gt high fever damn xin ku..
Still get scolded by some1 dun blive i sick think i find excuse..
Would i find excuses??
Lyk fked up lorhs
Dun feel lyk putting music in my blog so irritating
HAHAS

Did nth much todae jus slept till 10 woke up and watched tv...
Watched a stupid show tat made me rmb bout a show i watched yesterdae.
JURRASIC PARK
The show is so damn intresting.
But the Dinosaurs damn fake..

Sian Suden Attack finally had a gameguard hack....
Cant wall hack anymre..
Previous daes owned wif Ruch Derek they all
SB whole dae and keep owning...
Then we skype then so funny....

Hw many daes lerhs??
Did i wait in vain??

W/o eu i hv no smiles.
Tears refused to dry up

Todae went swimming wif JL and Ruch
Damn fun lars
JL keep trying 2 do submisson but as usual FAILED
D:
He then oso decided to sing a messed up version of My Heaven
24/7
Aft tat decided 2 went to the jacuzzi smth veri funny happened

WARNING Post may contain slightly disturbing words
Parent Guidance is ADVISED\

Thr is a group of Malay biys thr
Then they started doin Swanton Boys and Attempted[key word] 619
We clapped fer them suddenly they pointed middle fingers
We pointed bck and i did the Eu Cant See Me
Then 1 incredbily braved kid came forward and punch me in the face
Then spitted salvia on me
[Feel my pain]

I was so shocked i jus laughed
Guess wat happened??
He came and did it agn
Aftwards he cme and kicked me in the face
WOWIE
Me tio kicked in the face by a small kid

Oh My Fucking God

Tis is the disturbing part
[PG13]
1 of the kids suddenly bcame horny..
He digged his nose and put in is mouth
Then he shaked his butt and did a dance
He digged his ears and put in the mouth agn
He then proceeded to take of his flowery trunks
And showed us his premature *****
Fuck it

Saw Alex ovr thr anyways the whole incident was damned funny cn??
Reminded me of the time we saw kids pissed in a public dustbin

Eu noe wat is the cause of tis??
Watchin too much violent movies the kids even did a sexy dance
OMFG is tis the future of our society
Glad 2 hv ppl lyk PurePJL in our society

Suck It

BIggg Bang is bck

Sadded wun b in the same class wif my best best fren
NG JUN LONG
Mus always remb us and hang out wif us kays??
Dun bcome cold and distant...
I at 3c will b bored w/o HornyJL
But gt HornyJY
Hahas

Finally dyed my hair 2 a VISIBLE brown
Hahas thnks to my mum who helped me
Nth else lerhs basically bcomin a low life
Stayin at hme playin my POKEMON DIAMOND
So fun
Currently at Victory Road
Goin to POKEMON league

Thnks JL fer the pokemon anyways
BB

Went chalet finally calet finished..
First dae went thr did nth much
BBq till late at nite then went bk the boys chalet and slept
I and Jun Long sleep at 1 small place sia..
Then we push the bed in till disturb ZaZa.

Woke up then finally get a little sleep
Then we helped Seri and ZaZa to skip Npcc
At 12 went to wild wild wet and played thr
We sat the samsung slide lyk joke lyk tat
I sit wif Jun Long.
Damn fun lorhs
At nite ate Mac wif Zaza and Seri..

They all slept i went dwnstais to think haiis..
Nxt yr will we b as close as b4??
Jun Long Jia Jie Ruch Nick Seri Raidah and ZaZa
Are frens i cant loose or giv up no matter wat..
Jun Long and the rest treat me so gd..
The rest are my gd sisters
Wat if they nxt yr choose to hate me??
Wat will i do??

2pm-I Hate You

Finally chalet come liaos hahas..
Woohoos WED i will b gone hahahas
todae went causeway wif mum
Did nth much thr

Aftwards went hme.
Yesterdae i so good luck nvr sleep pack and clean my whole room
I am so hardworkin sia..
Aftwards watched Zhong Ji Yi Ban
Thanks to Val fer the show
Nw waitin fer my bro to get out of my room
Since he wan to watch Hot Shot then i so kind
I let im watch first
HAHAHAHAs

Lalalalalalalala
B jealous of my happiness

Evrythin is ok nw..
Thnks to those who showed concern.
Big Bang songs hv so much meaning in them..
Luv them..
Hahas cant stop listening to Let Me Hear Your Voice

With you away havent been the same
All i gt in my heart is pain
Could it b tat i played the game
To loose you i cant mantain
Sunlight Moonlight eu lit my life girl
I jus cant let eu go

Koe Wo Kisate

Wat is wrong wif me??

Tears well up in my eyes as i remember ur laughing face
But when i remember ur pissed off face tears began streaming dwn....
Found out the true meaning of unconditonal.
Found out i couldnt b silent and watch her laughing frm behind
Hate to admit i am weak
But recently evrythin came dwn
I tot i could face it wif a gd attidue but does it matter??
Are we defined by the choice we make or by the choices others makes??
Frens tat i once spent daes laughing nw hates me
Ppl said i changed aft the holidaes but i changed bck didnt I??

Ppl tat i once respect nw i fear
If i could go bck to one period of tis year
Would it b the June holidaes
Would it b during sch
Or the starting of sch??

Sec 2 changed alot in me
Lots of tings happened but if i had a choice
I wished June holidaes nvr happened..
Smth things happened but it may look bad but it became gd??
I was so stupid then...

If i lay dying and i could sae three goodbyes who would i sae to??
Her??
Frens??
Family??
Would it make any diff??
Or mayb i would choose nt to sae anything??
Onli a life lived for others is worthwhile....

Todae morn met JL at Lrt had breakfast then went to CCK
Took 307 to Nick hse and swam thr till 11
Then we pang sehed Nick and went to Cck to swim
Soon Kim,Belle and Ruch came
Aft swimming went Lot 1 had my 2nd earhole
Belle pls b jealous.^.^

Haiis tio ignored agn??

Todae woke up lyk so bored..
Woke up slept agn then woke agn.
To those still schling be jealous at me man..

Aftwards played mahjong wif JJ JL and Belle..
Hahas JL poor thing sit my left hahas..
Win 3 times niahs 1st round i play oso win..
They shock sia..

Quite a fun dae but as always missing something
Haiis

Leave
Finally i realise i am nothing w/o eu
I was so wrong forgive me
..

My broken heart lyk a wave
My shaken heart lyk a wind
My heart vanished lyk smoke
It cant b removed as a tatoo

I tot i wouldnt b able 2 live 1 dae w/o eu
But i managed to live on
Eu dun ans anything as i cry out i miss eu

Wat is bout the person nxt to eu did he make eu cry
Did eu 4get me completely??

Always b happi wif him so i wun change my mind
You shld always smile as nth happened

Oh girl i cry cry
Eu are my heart sae gd bye
..
..
..
Haru Haru

Ps so long nvr post Blogger is goin fked up on me recently.
Hahas JJ and Kim together hope y all last long.
Finally sch finished alrdy tot of workin but tat Miki arhs...
Sae we passed the interview then sae no vacancies..
If eu are Miki and eu see tis go to the mirror point middle finger and sae FUCK EU
Waste of my $15 and my trip dwn to see ur face then back to BP
Poor Kim workin alone till 11pm evry fri sat and sun

Went plaza tis aft ovbiously Kim late agn cos of buying shoes
Then took the MAGIC BUS tat can fly
..
..
..

Sian sia onli thing to look forward 2 is the class chalet..
Cmf veri fun derhs but JL cant stay ovrnite...sadded sia
But still gt others hahas..

Tmr mayb playin pool nt sure
..
..

Yesterdae one of the happiest dae of my life....
Went swimming at Nicks hse agn veri fun.
Even ZaZa and Seri went!
The uncle over there thought i stay there and ask me tmr go find him
I was lyk =.=
Hahas....
Got back most of my results todae OMG so happi wif them lorhs.
Geog 45/60 highest in class woohoo!!!
Dun be jealous..
Hist a1,Eng b4,Science c6,Chinese c6
Finally passed my chinese hahas..
2 yrs at WSSS pass 1 time onli

Aft swimming Seri and I sent ZaZa home then we talked otw.
I was so happy tat i started laughing fer no reason.
Aft wards went Yew Tee coffee shop and met JL they all.
I went crazy on them aftwards LRT-ed home

Todae woke up stomach pain so did nt go tution.
Will link eu all derhs
BB

Todae woke up liaos then sleep till lunch...
Aftwards play WWE on psp then slept again...
Woke up when face book and found my neh neh on facebook..
KNN
HornyJL go post i singing and the ghost clip
WTF??

Hahas tis few daes damn fun lorhs but tmr gt sch lerhs....
Mus win JL at my results....
Watched JL prank call Xin Lin damn funny.....
"DR LIM" siol...
See eu guys back at sch tmr bahs
BB

Hahas todae woke up at bout 11 plus is lyk so early can??
Then aftwards met JL at farjar Lrt and Ruch at senja then went Yew Tee.
When reached thr argued bout whr is the condo finally JL is rite..hahas
Then went swimming so shiok gt scolded by ppl fer being noisy...
JL nth to do go and "escort" 1 auntie swimming made me laugh till die...
We jumped of the cliff doing WWE entrances[=.=]....
Aftwards went bathe and do the Sauna clip...

Aft bathing went to Yew Tee then went to Greenridge...
We played baball thr...
So fking hot can??
Aftwards went home...

Tmr will b sleeping and rotting at hme...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS
So happi todae..she nt angry wif me lerhs

I will always love you w/o expecting anything in return..

I am here to sae srryto the one and only woman in my life....

The one and onli...GINA LEW SEOW CHUI

MY MUM

Srry fer being so angry yesterdae i noe i am in the wrong

I shouldnt shout at eu even though i am in the wrong...

Eu are always mum..

So srry i want eu to stay happi always...

Hope eu will forgive me

Damn sian lorhs todae...
Woke up Mum when Malaysia alrdy dunnoe do wat...
Slep till 11 then wake up play PSP and eat lorhs...
Aftwards jus play PSP then rot in bed hahas

Msg Eugene no rply so i called BROTHERS...
Mayb goin Lot 1 or plaza ltr...
Post till here bahs Bye BYE

See we all gt jiao bin wan hahas.... ..My cap My hairband but nt on my head lols

Hahas now at Aunt Cleo Hse
Clarence birthdae party...i jus sat there and fell lyk sleeping
My body is so nt suitable fer tonning
HaHAS
She still angry wif me..i tot we sisters fer ever??

The food veri nice...but clarence poor thing high fever on his party
Anyways HAPPI BIRTHDAE
Tmr mayb going out wif BROTHERS of meeting Eugene see first hahas
Find 1 dae go KTV hahas

Jus now went Chinese tution so sian
I noe no one ther then i so shy
Dun wan make fren
HAHAS
Dun angry me lerhs

Hahas todae so happi and sad
Happi cos no more exams lerhs..^.^v
SO SHIOK
Sad cos she angry wif me again....fer reasons unknown to me known to her
SADED

Went to meet JJ JL JY Dick Seri WiWie to slack hahas
Wanted to cr8 a haru haru MV
But took 3 hrs to make a 20 seconds mv
So funny.....
Aft wards ZaZa brought her sis and Alvin meet us
Then went home...

Aft wards they came my hse ton except ZaZa...
Hahas srry anyways fer all the things tat happened
Realli veri srry